Posted in 2018

Time. Always in a hurry. vcl©️

Time.Always in a hurry
Taking me to places
Where I do not want to go.
To the end of the road.
Pulling with all its might
Ignoring all my kicking
And screaming
Thundering down
The ever changing paths of life
Wild horses galloping.
Posted in 2018

Stop Praying for me vcl©️

She said, stop praying for me, Mother

I never prayed enough

to stop her

I have stopped praying now

Death whispers her name.

Time has slowed

Silence has replaced

The susurrous swirl

Of conversation

I whisper her name

Posted in 2018

You were built from the Stones🥀 RIP

You were built from the stones

No proof needed, open ended

But before you go off aimlessly

Wandering through the forests

Of sandalwood, and high places

I will take off my glasses

Watchful as a big cat

For the sound of footprints

Lest on too close sight, I miss this

Darling illusion, which struck fear and terror into me.

The art of losing is not too hard to master

I desired my dust to eventually mingle with yours

Anticipating the splash,

The forsaken cry ,  a rock skipped on water

Rippling, then smoothing the Holy surfaces

Knowing that I have left mine too late

Misjudged your frailties

What draws friends together

To never be alone forever.

Posted in 2018

Sorrowful love~Serious Joy

I heard that God died

For this seriously flawed

Planet where

Death has not much

kindness left.

I held forth

My hands

Despite the chance

I stood someday

Bereft.

That day has come

The stars have lost

Their shine, for

”Twas in my angst I realized

That one of his was mine.

Posted in 2018

It was suicide. Farewell my dear child vcl2018

I want to scream, and scream . And scream some more.

I want to grab those flowers, rip them petal by petal

crush them under my heel

order them to leave and never return

But I cannot. I dare not.

For all my crushing and ripping

has released the sticky-sweet aroma that death brings

the memory of wizened old aunts and grandparents

linger in the ancient air…..exposed in all its fragility.

Woe, o Woe,  how can it be so young to choose

eternity.

 

 

 

 

Posted in 2018

Stuck in Concrete Walls vcl©

I am stuck in concrete walls/  nothing natural / I press the remote button / nature sounds emanate / from the lonely TV / stretched out on the wall.

Crickets, bird songs, cicadas trill / basking in the warm summer sun /not real / but the memories of real / somehow soothe my soul.

The sonorous splash of waves / that beat upon the shore / the screech of hungry gulls / intersperse the musical crescendos / seed heads of wind tossed crabgrass jiggle / the surfer intently gliding /all crashing down /to silence.

My heart aches / for the generations to come / who will have no real memory / and are forever stuck /beating against concrete walls.

Posted in 2018

Longing to arrive~vcl©️

You know, right?

We all eventually 

Whither and die

Longing to arrive

On the other side

Until then we bloom

We try

To weather life’s storms

Despite winter’s trials

As we wait 

for our turn

To look into 

God’s eyes 

Posted in 2018

Roots of trees 🍂🍃 vcl©️

Oh how I longed to be

The roots of trees,

Anchored deep into the earth

To sway contentedly in the breeze.

 

But I see that I’m destined to be

The leaves that scatter free,

Travelling along in my little world

Anchored to no one else but me.