She said, stop praying for me, Mother
I never prayed enough
to stop her
I have stopped praying now
Death whispers her name.
Time has slowed
Silence has replaced
The susurrous swirl
Of conversation
I whisper her name
Stop Praying for me vcl©️
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A Wife, Mother, Grandmother with tons of experience in the arena called *Life* I love information, and endeavor to utilize it as practically as possible. I have worked as a Healthcare coordinator, HR Manager for over 26 yrs, and still employed (19 +years) as a Property Manager of a large complex (I joke that I’m the mayor of a small city). I have raised 4 children, one of whom (a daughter) ❤️has recently completed suicide,which has changed my life forever. I have 8 lovely grandchildren. I love to write poetry and short stories, cook, explore religious experiences and be in charge of stuff :) View All Posts
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This is so beautiful. I can feel your pain. I am so sorry for your loss.✨
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Thank you for your words. I miss her.
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I don’t think there is anything I can say to take away your pain. I just want you to know that you are not alone and that it will get easier with time. Try to take it a day at a time. Even a moment at a time. Make sure to take care of yourself and get some rest ❤️
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Rest is something I am getting. I have not slept well in over 2 years, as her illness started to become more apparent. I just can’t get past the feeling of her pain and distress the last few hours of her life. She was a funny, gifted, tortured soul. I do pray for time to heal.
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I wish you well and will keep you in my prayers. Keep writing and processing your pain. I would also recommend perhpas speaking to a grief counselor in your area. Some one that can help you process your emotions.
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Dr. Perry I appreciate your prayers. I believe in them. I am a lucky person. I have tons of support. Too much actually. We are wading through the condolences. I just am at a loss at how fragile life is when dealing with mental health. I will be spending time with a counsel or . Right now I am blessed with your blog. Thank you.
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I am happy to hear you have plenty of support and are not going through this alone. Life is indeed so fragile especially when one is dealing with mental health issues. Have a peaceful night and I will say a special prayer for you and your daughter. Good night✨
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